My life is water

random thought: I think I'm addicted to Dr. Pepper. Mmm. Dr. Pepper. You know what would be cool? To meet someone named Pepper, and they would coincidentally be a doctor. And then I would say the obvious thing, "OH MY GOD, YOUR NAME! DID YOU NOTICE YOUR NAME?? ITS DR. PEPPER!!!" haha. I'd be so obnoxious.

Why did I bring that up, anyway? I don't know. Because I'm sipping that lovely poison right now. I also kind of like the flavored Dasani water. I already like water, but sometimes I need that extra zing. Something not so boring. My life is water from costco (did I spell that right?). I need to upgrade to raspberry flavored dasani water. Or something like that.

So I watched Grey's Anatomy last night. It managed to bring tears to my eyes, along with screaming at the television frequently because they do it right. Yeah, they do it right. And the break up sex. Yes! Yes. Yes I'm saying yes because I like the thought of break up sex. Why the fuck not, eh? Well, I like the thought of sex anyway. Because I'm a slightly perverted bastard. ...Yep.

So yeah, many scenes in that episode reminded me of my own *insert amazing and better word for "shit"* and it frustrated me. That explains my frequent outbursts to the screen. And that's because I watch the show alone, and feel the need to express myself outwardly (which is very opposite of my natural self).

And I like Lexi. I do. She warms my heart. And Izzy. Of course Izzy. She is bambi. She saved bambi! And her interns are asses. I was about to jump through the screen and cut off the dude's balls when he said, "I heard she was blah blah blah blah blahb blah" -- no that's not what he said, but I was too angry to remember and care about what he exactly said.

Sorry. I'm sorry. Why am I going off on this crap? I never know what to write...

...I want to be on a stage. With a guitar. Dancing and playing. And I want to feel that crowd. I want to feel my heart beat with the bass drum. I want to lose myself in that energy. Yessss.. that would be amazing right now.