...in bed

[[quick great/slightly embarrassing moment of the day that won't make sense: I was so excited during a discussion on the Power of One in class, that I was like YES I SAID THAT when Leaney said that mine (as in mines) and mind is spelled ALMOST the same.. and she was like but its a mistake, and I immediately was like oh... okay *head down*]] like like like yeah whatever.

I am quite saddened by the fact that I only have 5 days left with this MacBook. It has been incredibly helpful.. and easily accessible.. whether if I have been at a table, my couch, or my bed (like I am right now). If only I could say the same thing about a girl. Haha. Easy access wherever I am. Just for me. That's lovely. I wonder if that'll ever be possible. Any takers? .. silence. Point taken.

Well, I have horrible cramps, and instead of my usual night workout, I have decided to type away in bed. I think every sentence should end "in bed". I love adding "in bed" to fortune cookie sayings. In fact one of the fortunes I have saved (its part of my ipod MINI case..yeah, thats right, MINI....but obviously not mini, because its like a brick compared to nano's) says: "You will always be surrounded by true friends..." ..IN BED! Great huh? ... Okay maybe not. Moving on...

I feel like I should pay more attention to my blog. Poor blog, how I have neglected you. But here you still are, allowing me to type words onto you. How you let me use you. Abuse you. Mmm. You deserve way better. You deserve focused entries. Unlike this one which is my mind just puking out whatever I please. If only you, blog, would slap me in the face, and tell me to get to the damn point.

Okay, here's one thing I realized today. Twenty three, has managed to come back to me again. Freakin A! Well, on this month's 23rd day, it felt like a normal day, until I realized I had a text message from someone. Someone intriguing. Intimidating. Unpredictable. It's so funny that it's only coincidental.. but, this person, has part in the original meaning. The breaking of the original meaning. It's been three years since we've last seen eachother... crazy. I know I'm talking way too symbolically, but, yeah. As much as I'd love to be straightforward, I still want to conceal things. And it's way too hard to explain anyway.

I came to this realization in the bathroom. So funny, so true that epiphany's do happen on the toilet. But I wasn't on the toilet. I remember I was looking into the mirror and just staring at my reflection. Most likely talking to myself and BAM! Hello 23.

I keep on kidding around about oh, she must want me if she texts me when she knows she's in my neighborhood for 2 weeks. At the very least I know she was thinking of me (..in bed.. sorry, I had to it was perfect). Mmm, I always get excited when someone hot thinks about me (in bed). I had such a big crush on her when I was a freshman, yet, I was with someone. ...Ah.. good times (in bed). ..Maybe Lynn does leave an impression on some girls (in bed)? Maybe.. maybe......

I hope we do get to hang out (in bed). Although, I have a feeling that things aren't going my way (in bed).. But I will keep thinking about it (in bed). I just hate that I'm so busy (in bed ;]). Sorry is this annoying you? hahaha.

Its okay, I and myself are the readers of my blog. Just like the viewers of my youtube account. my goal: not to be a youtube celebrity. and you know what? MY GOAL IS ACHIEVED!

I do want some sort of fame to nourish my ego. What's not great about girls loving you (in bed)? I want fans...