Sunday, March 28, 2010


don't need to know whether you love, hate, despise, cherish... whatever. just don't diss ME. i obviously put a lot of work into it.. yeah, its still not perfect, but people are just fucking RUDE.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

tired.
















cupcake visited.




me tired.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

my night, what the hell happened?

well today is st patricks day. i have nothing exciting to say. except that i had to meet amber's mom today. awkward yes, indeed.

well, i SHOULD be working on a research paper. but this house proves to be too noisy for my concentration, and i probably won't work on it until everybody sleeps.

yesterday was the hottest day ever.
yesterday was the first time i tried jager.
yes, it does taste like black licorice. yes, it goes down smoother than vodka. yes, i still drank it.

i felt good, to be honest. i haven't felt that happy in a while. to be with friends and just have everyone be happy. nothing to worry about. just to escape for a few hours. it was liberating. i barely remember what i talked about. but apparently i was pretty loud and touchy-feely. but i guess, who isn't a bit different after helping kill a newly opened bottle of jager that had been in the freezer since november? ..yeah, exactly.

no, i didn't pass out. no, my clothes didn't come off. just my sweater because i was sooo damn warm. and the a/c was on. and it was night already. i have tiny burns on my hand though, i probably fucked up with a cigarette. im glad honey d bailed me out before i got any worse. THEN, who knows what couldve happened. i wouldn't have been able to drive home that is. well, maybe.. it's not like we had much to drink anyway. except neither of us had eaten ANYTHING. except for maybe a few cookies.

those cookies didn't help later, now that i think about it. because we eventually were pretty hungry. and it was so dry. bleh.

i wish i could've lived that night just a little longer. oh well. til another time. doubt that'll be my birthday, but im glad i got some form of inebriation.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Friday, March 12, 2010

bunnies

i made two bunny friends yesterday.

one was little--not a baby, but not an adult-- it was sooooo cute. it let me hold it. sometimes. apparently skyflakes are part of a bunny diet. i wanted to steal it. it sniffed my bag, and i was like yesss, you know you want to come with me.

then i went to feed the big ones. they're fat and squishy.

the end.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

a month

how is it march already? what the fuck?

20 in a month. if only it were to be 21. i'd leave.

i had a rather disturbing dream a few days ago. i don't want to talk about it.


come to think of it. i don't want to talk about a lot of things.

Monday, March 1, 2010

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he sold the bike.
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